Sunday, April 3, 2011

Indifferent Cities

(Note: Emoticons can do real emotions no justice, but boys with guitars and vocal harmonies sure can)


Currently and perpetually listening to: Southern California, by Speechwriters, LLC


Sunlight hits a sign and I'm in Union Station
My arms are heavy in their sleeves
Everyone here thinks that I've been on vacation
But I don't ever seem to leave

And all that I can tell you is my love's unfocused
And drifting overseas
Head's all full of context better left unspoken
As scenes from old Pomona dreams come washing over me

No one wants to tell you just how long they've been here
The stars are crawling out their frames
The canvas on the ankle straps is wearing thin, dear
And I can't help but feel the same

When everything in town's been taken down for renovations
The hardest part is finding your way home
Freeway cuts the sky and I'm inside it's suppurations
But Southern California's got this way of creeping up on you

And all that I can tell you is my love's unfocused
And drifting overseas
Head's all full of context better left unspoken
As scenes from old Pomona dreams come washing over me

One last look around and then I'm always leaving
The stars are falling out of tune
Fingers bear the stains of shipping and receiving
These songs that carry me to you

But this is not some list of all the ways I should have loved you
Hold you in my arms and let you down
Turn my crooked smile up to the sky and I'm thinking of you
But Southern California's got me driving home in rental cars
And Southern California's got this way of tearing me and you apart

And you know it's true, California's tearing us apart
And I want it to

But all that I can tell you is my love's unfocused
And drifting overseas
Head's all full of context better left unspoken
As scenes from old Pomona dreams come washing over me...

4 comments:

  1. Good song. Also Southern California by Dar Williams. Know it?

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  2. Southern California wants to be Western New York.

    How true.

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  3. I found your blog today and read it all today. You rock! Thanks for a salacious read - fellow traveller.

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  4. Hey again! How I stumbled upon your blog - I don't know - randomness of the net I guess. Thanks for your comment on my neglected blog (I'll be starting a new one soon) and the book tip. I've actually ordered it already! The point is, I'm going to Israel soon. Not to kibuc, but to volunteer in a hostel. It better be good. Warmly wishing you goodness and fun!
    xo Miss Smilla

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